You ask me if I love you
And I choke on my reply
I'd rather hurt you honestly
Than mislead you with a lie
And who am I to judge you
In what you say or do
I'm only just beginning
To see the real you

And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I want to hold you till I die
Till we both break down and cry
I want to hold you till the fear in me subsides

Romance and all its strategy
Leaves me battling with my pride
But through all the insecurity
Some tenderness survives
Im just another writer
Still trapped within my truth
A hesitant prize fighter
Still trapped within my youth

And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I want to hold you till I die
Till we both break down and cry
I want to hold you till the fear in me subsides

At times I'd like to break you
And drive you to your knees
At times I'd like to break through
And hold you endlessly
At times I understand you
And I know how hard you try
I watched while love commands you
And I've watched love pass you by
At times I think we're drifters
Still searching for a friend
A brother or a sister
But then the passion flares again

And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I want to hold ya till I die
Till we both break down and cry
I want to hold you till the fear in me subsides

The incident that happened few months ago should not have even started .
Its a wrong from the start cause i know i left a very bad impression on people .
Together with boi and jo just now , i saw his mother .
I felt paisei but manage a feeble smile .
Hais . Hais . Hais .
ITS OVER , DUN THINK SO MUCH ANYMORE LE .!

I just got home while hubby went to play basketball with jo . IM BORED and also kinda hungry de but having my meals at 10plus later . GOING GEYLANG THERE TO EAT THE FAMOUS AND DELICIOUS PIG ORGAN SOUP with boyfriend and jo . =]
Just now went to hubby house . Intend to do my english essay . Unfortunately ended up watching ' THE GOLDEN PATH ' and snapping of photos . I only manage to write out de introduction with the help of him nia ~ .

KORKOR IS BOOKING OUT TML LE ! Just how time flies . ~ 2 weeks just past like that . HAHAS . Cant wait to see him wear the army uniform . =]

HARLOW READERS !!! WAHAHAS .
IM SO SO SO EXTREMELY HAPPY DE .

because

IM NOT MOVING TO CHUP LAO ANYMORE LIAO . BUT , NEITHER AM I STILL STAYING AT MY OLD HOUSE . =]

Just now went home , saw my both rooms were locked . tried knocking it for 10 mins and i've come to a conclusion that my ahma wasnt home . So , i went downstairs to see if she is gossipping . To my disappointment , she wasnt there and started my loitering alone AGAIN . Walked to block 10 and decided to call mummy as i know that my parents are going to sign de papers for moving to chup lao today at the housing board . I thought she would be too busy to pick up my call as im jus trying luck and Suddenly , my mummy picked up and told mie she at block 9 of haig road . The first thing that comes to my mind was 'ohh , she was jus on her way back after signing de paper ' . Little did i know that actually my parents and ahma were viewing de flat at block 9 ! WAHAHAS . upon hearing , im so damn god happy de lars ~ Still wasnt sure if we are going to move to block 9 not BUT im sure that we aint moving to chup lao anymore le . ! HAHAS .

Reasons for not moving to chup lao so last minute was because the government claim to collect $23 000 from us cause we sell and buy flats ? i wasnt too sure . i just heard that we have to pay a higher amount than was confirmed earlier on . thats why it was cancelled .

whatever it is . IM STILL HAPPY THAT IM NOT MOVING TO CHUP LAO . !

If you people are bored , take a look at my imeem video . I felt that MIKA is very creative by making his mtv videos that way . interesting guy . =] Enjoy =]

HAPPY . =]

IM FEELING SO TIRED !

Today , school started late and lesson went as usual . Nothing serious happened to mie BUT something happened to kaixin hor ? i wont laugh at you de , kaixin . Cause i believe in RETRIBUTION ! Supposely having tuition after school with kaixin de nor . But cause she couldnt make it anymore , and i dunno where to go as i cant go home if not my ah-ma will nag . So after school , went to sing-post mac with cheryl and shuyi . =] Started our usual chat and laughter all the way from 1 plus to 4 plus . We tried to rush and reach sing-post mac by 2pm as de MAC-VALUE LUNCH DUES AT 2 . ! Successfully , WE MADE IT ! Hahas .
Shuyi and Cheryl took mrt back while i started walking back to my homeland .

Its only 4 plus at that time and i cant possibly go home and i started to make my way to CC . I took a LOOOOOONG road there as upgrading could be seen everywhere . Upon reaching , saw the tables and chairs that i used to sit last time was GONE ! Disappointingly , i made my way out and started loitering around . Whenever i passed by 1 different block , feelings of nostalgic flashed through my mind . I took a sit at block6 void deck and started thinking of different things . After a while , i started walking aimlessly in de same direction with the wind . Walked past my block and suddenly saw choonrong . He asked mie why im alone ? going where ? Hahas . I simply replied , i donno . i dun feel like going home . And so , we made our way to blk5 shelter and sitted down . We chatted about his bike enrollment , 'N' & 'O' level and jobs . Not long after , he went home while i stroll awhile more before i proceed back home .

wat a boring day ~ !
Dearest , i hope you believe mie that i really met choonrong in coincidence .
I really didnt plan to meet anyone de . i loves you .

MY PHONE HAS GONE CRAZY !
IT'LL JUST SWITCH OFF WHENEVER IT FEELS LIKE .
OMGGGGGGGGGG !
and i think im starting to get unwell .

When i got home , and im feeling SO DAMN BORING ~ ! I couldnt watch tv and couldnt use the computer either . And so , the feeling of taking pictures arise in mie . !
And still , im bored after finished taking photos and i went to read reader digest which was given out today ~! LUCKILY IM ABLE TO USE COMPUTER NOW !
im going to study later , hopefully .
Im being so guai today by pinning up my fringe to school and surprising , i wore spects too . Hahas . Donno why i still think it looks weird . Anyway , TAKE CARE READERS !

im still bored =(

Its really time to wake up le . STOP DREAMING AND START STUDYING , XUEWEI !

O level is just round the corner and i havent been studying . Every night using computer and afternoon will be having my siesta . I CANT CONTINUE MY LIFE LIKE THIS ANYMORE . ! If i studied and still don do well in my upcoming O's , at least i can answer to myself that i've done my best . I DON WAN REGRET IN FUTURE .

I really gotta start my revision from tml onwards . Maybe for at least 1 to 2 hours per day . I know it wont be enough as its too little , but i'll increase as each day passes .
Kaixin and i are not quiting tuition at uncle sam there le because we decided to tong till O level and maybe jasmine will come join our tuition . =]

PEOPLE , MOTIVATE AND ENCOURAGE MIE MAN !
IM GONNA FIGHT THE WAR STARTING FROM TML !
JIAYOU AND GOOD LUCK TO MIE
AS WELL AS
ALL THE STUDENTS TAKING EXAMS . !

im really disappointed in the replies you send to him .
i thought you were for real .
but then i realised its all lies .
anyway , its not too late for mie to wake up .
i WONT and DIDNT regret what i've choose .
iloveshim . !

Interested in how my house looks like now ? Hahas . Lets take a quick peep . ~

THE TEMPORARY TOILET SITUATED AT MY HOUSE . ~

THE TOILET WHICH WAS HALF WAY DONE ~
MY LIVING ROOM ~! CHAOS , I KNOW .


Well , its so uncomfortable living in this kind of house . NO CHOICE anyway . 9 MORE DAYS TO GO ! ENDURE ~

HUBBY went out with his parents le . AND im alone at home . =] Although its boring BUT loves to be home alone . And he is going for OUTFIELD CAMP WHICH LASTED FOR 3 DAYS ! DAMN IT ! HOPE THERES RECEPTION OVER THERE IN THE JUNGLE . LASTLY , TAKE GOOD CARE OF YOURSELF K ? I LOVES YOU DE .

edited.
YAWN ! I just got home with mummy from hubby's house . Must be wondering why with mummy right ? Hahas . Cause my dearest just abandon me and leave to lala land at 10 plus . When i woke him up as i needed to report home le , he asked mie to let him sleep 10 more mins cause he felt really very tired . And so , i called mummy , whom was on her way home ,to come over fetch mie . THANKS MUMMY and SORRY for the trouble because i know its a long way from paya lebar . BLAME AHBOI !


SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP AND STILL SLEEPING . HE DIN EVEN NOE I TOOK PICTURE OF HIM . HE JUST SLEPT TILL TOO SOUNDLY LIAO . ~

AND IM SO SO SO SO BORED !~ And so , in order to kill my boredness , i begin to take fotos of myself to wait for mummy's arrival . Hahas . AND IM REALLY BORED ! ~ I took a lot of photo but only 3 that im satisfied .





im tired . BUT , i dun feel like sleeping yet . =]
byebye readers .

You know , i really feel like blogging out all the FAN GANS and UNHAPPINESS i had in my mind earlier on about the upgrading of toilets in my flat which started today . BUT after giving some thoughts when im bathing , i think i should just face up to de reality and accept it . No point complaining so much over here whereby i could change basically NOTHING ~ If i were to yell and shout about how miserable my life was in the house , i think my grandmother should be the one complaining first . She stayed home all the way from morning till night , absorbing all the dust and dirt . WORST OF ALL was that she cant watch tv in the morning and afternoon as my room and korkor's room wasnt situated with television . ~ So , she just posture herself comfortably on the bed and sleep with no one to tok to other than those ahneis . =] Well , sorry for showing temper to ahma again . HEES .

Just now my mood was SERIOUSLY BAD because i cant go to hubby's house as he pei-ing jo they all to watch movie . Even if i go to stay overnight , it'll be quite late and kinda rush for him . So , i decided not to go and let ahboi go out with jo and gangs but i wasnt happy and well , we quarrelled . Hmmmm . i havent replied him yet and i guess he is in de middle of the show . Anyway , i hope my attitude to him will be better later or tml bahs . i loves you de k ?

Came home at around 10 plus from the trip to plaza sing for 'THE DAYS' . Saw quite a number of macphersionian and MISS HUANG TOO ! =] Hahas . Seriously , i think the show average nia . Wasnt as nice as i thought and of course , its not worth for de second time like what shuyi did . Hahas . Before the show , we joked and laughed . After the show , we still joked and laughed . HAHAS . So , im trying to sae that its such an enjoyable day . ! especially the part going to carrfore . EVERYONE GETS HORNY . HAHAS . ~ ! And cheryl , tell mie when you finish your GOLDEN MUSHROOM HUH ~

TAKCAREREADERS .

Just now had a talk with my dearest AHMA ~ ! Realising how much hardwork and sweat she put into this family , really makes mie heartache and i'll learn to appriciate all her doings from now on . =] I'll TRY NOT to attitude and show temper on her as far as i could . hahas .
She took care of my brother and i ever since a baby . Taught us all the values in life and stuffs . If it wasnt her , i guess things will turn chaos cause my parents DUN even care and i hate them .

TODAY , had a damn tiring BUT fun day in class . Many happenings with girlfriends and it really laugh our ass off especially during PE lesson ! hahas . And kaixin , get well soon from ur headache ah ~ so we could joke and play happily tml de . =]

HUBBY BOOKING OUT TML ! WAHAHAS . I MISS HIM SO MUCH DE ~ ! Pray hard that he didnt tio confinement as he did something wrong in camp . * HOPEFULLY *
Tml , going to the NO PATIENCE tuition teacher's house for tuition and GOING FOR MOVIE WITH KAIXN , CHERYL AND SIOKYI ! * SMILE * =] Cant wait to watch 'THE DAYS' man !
And im gonna end my tuition on 25th septmber with kua cause the tutor SUCKS , seriously !


utterly disappointed .

I didnt manage to report to school today . So , slept till 12 plus , had my lunch le and came blogging . ~!

Wonder hows the other girlfriends doing in school without mie . HAHAS . they must be having bio/chem now bahs ? GOOD LUCK YEA . Few more mins to go before school ends !
I've cant give anmore letter to candy le . wonder how am i suppose to give her my letter tml . BORING . ~!

UPGRADING OF TOILET AND LIFT IS GOING ON ! AND ITS SIMPLY IRRITATING DE LARS ! DRILLING HERE AND THERE FROM MORNING TILL NOW ! 19SEPT WILL BE MY HOUSE TURN LE ! AHMA SAE THERE WONT BE TOILET TO BATHE OR SHIT UNTILL NIGHT TIME BUT STILL WASNT SURE IF MY PARENTS' ROOM DE TOILET WILL BE UNAVAILABLE TOO NOT . AND WE ARE SUPPOSE TO USE THE TEMPORARY TOILET DOWNSTAIRS . ! HAHAS . WAIT LONG LONG MAN ! IT SEEMS SO UNSAFE AND IMAGINE BRINGING MY UNDERGARMENTS ? WHAT A JOKE ! I HATE UPGRADING . ! I WANTED TO STUDY AS I DIDNT ATTEND SCHOOL TODAY ! BUT WITH THOSE DRILLING SOUND , HOW AM I SUPPOSE TO CONCENTRATE ? ARGH ! HOW I WISH HUBBY IS HOME . AT LEAST I NOE WHERE TO GO =(

every night , i cried a little before i go to bed . i feel very sad to have such a sucks big time parents that dun care about a shit for their children . I HATE MY PARENTS !

Its been sometime since i updated my blog . And today , im gonna update 3 day's happening at one go . ~

SUNDAY !
Yesterday i took a picture of my dearest ah-kor . Although we both always quarrel and buay gum de , but still will miss him when he is in tekong de . I donno why i feel sad for him when he was enlisted today . ~ Rather , i should be happy that i can use the comp. as and when i like ! But , i dun feel happy now . i'll missed his jokes and pei-ing mie to di-siao mummy together , ~ Anyway , hope things goes well for him inside de . may things went smoothly and GOOD LUCK ! Lastly , HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY !

Before he was enlisted into the army , he went to cut botak . !


SATURDAY !
Hubby and i celebrated our 14th monthsary on saturday ! Its not a happy celebration at first as we quarrel till very hiong that we almost broke off . However , things were better at night . Firstly , we met at around 2 and cabbed to plaza sing and we watched '4bia' ! COOL BABY ! ITS DAMN NICE DE LARS ~ Before that , went to try 'SIN WANG HONGKONG CAFE' , not bad . Can give it a try next time . =] After the movie had finished , we quarrel ! Went to shop around town area to look for hubby's hoodies and finally bought a hoodies that cost $90 . After that went to hubby's house and i started cooking for dearest le . Dearest , you better feel blissed cause you're the second person i cooked for . ! Hubby sae that it tasted nice but i dun think so leh . hahas . only felt that de soup is nice . =] Hubby gave mie 14 roses that was folded by him during his army days ! I was very touched by him as he didnt have enough sleep last week just to fold de roses for mie at night . Somemore imagine the lights are off and he gotta use his hp's lights as torchlight . ~ He used a pen as stalk to prove to mie that the rose is DIY by him de . hahas . THANKS DEAR . THANKS FOR DE EFFORT . ! I LOVES YOU LOTS !





FRIDAY !
Supposed to go for tuition de . But in de end , both of us were too tired and we skipped . ! We went to singapore post's macdonal to slack and play our games . HAHAS . plus chatting around and talking about people who walked pass de attire . DAMN BO LIAO AH ~! In the end , we left there at around 7 and i went to boonlay find hubby while kaixin went home and that marks de day for friday !

Why do guys love to hide their emotions ?

Putting up a brave front although they aint fine .

Guys are human too . Cant they cry like gals ?

FIRSTLY , Today was my first time going out to shopping area WITHOUT anyone man ! COOL . kaixin actually wan pei-ed mie de but i just wanna try going out alone ~ HEES . and i did it . =] went there to buy this coming saturday de 14th monthsary celebration thingy . Went popular and a mama store jiu bused home liao . Came back here , went sheng siong and wanted to buy something to cook for hubby too . But those ingredient is either too big potion or too small . So , intend to buy it tml at shop N save bahs . Hmmmm . Went home to eat my otah ~! SIMPLY IN LOVES WITH OTAH !

THIS TIBITS JUST SIMPLY TASTED SO NICE MAN ! WOOTS . =]

Finally , everything has been clarify out . misunderstanding cleared . =]

Im sorry to whom might be affected , especially shuyi .

KUAKAIXIN CAME MY HOUSE TODAY ! Hahas . was rather weird as i seldom have frens coming over to my house as i felt my house is so BORED and UNTIDY ! Anyway , she came today as i haven prepare hao my things for tuition and she went to eat with her dad at haig road ! SHE WAITED FOR MIE FOR AROUND 1/2HR AND SHE COMPLAIN , STILL ASKED WHY I DUN HAVE SENSE OF GUILTINESS DE AR ?! BECAUSE , We are not suppose to meet so early de lehh . So , its okiie that i drag isnt it ? Hahas ~

Same old road to uncle sam's house and started tuition at 2.50 to 5.30 ! IM GONNA DIE AT THERE MAN ! The duration was way too long ! After that , On de way to white sand for lunch , saw some bunch of army guys that probably POP today de bahs . AT THAT POINT OF TIME , HOW I WISH HUBBY ALSO BOOK OUT LE . *sad* 2MORE DAYS TO GO ! And friday im going from pasir ris to JURONG EAST TO FETCH HUBBY ! YES ! JURONG EAST ! =]

TODAY DAMN PEK-CEK . HAD OUR DINNER AT WHITE SAND AND DE CAI-FAN IS DAMN DAMN EXPENSIVE DE LARS ~ KAIXIN SAID THAT IT DUN TASTE NICE AT ALL AND SHE DIDNT FINISHED . ! HAHAS . AS I WAN MAKE MY MONEY WORTH , I FINISHED IT AS MY VEGE TASTE MUCH MORE BETTER THAN HERS . ! HAHAS

SHE alight at eunos
I alight at payalebar
AND went home !

Choonrong suddenly sms-ed mie today and i was shocked ! I thought he wanna ask something about leon or wat . ? But didnt expect he asked about my date of moving house . Hahas . Anyway , thanks BANANA-MAN for your concern AND I SURE WILL MISS YOU + EVERY HAIG ROAD PEEPS DE YA . He asked mie to cherish my friends around and say things so strangely like what sia . yuan lai he is attending his friend's wake . hmmmm . YELLOW-BOY ! Must stay happy and smile NO MATTER WAT K ? Your friend might leave you physically but he'll always be with you mentally de . =]

HUBBY GOING ON ROAD MARCH TODAY ! which means , no night chat plus no sms FROM NOW ON ! ~ sadsadsad ! pray hard he can survive through the march as he said he almost died during his last march . LAMER HIM . anyway , JIAYOU HUH ~ I'LL BE MISSING YOU BADLY DE , MY DEAR . =]

After my biology paper today , went to singapore post mac with cheryl and peklian . started talking about DRAMAS AND SHOWS ! hahas . I ATE SAUSAGE MCMUFFIN WITH EGG ! *contented * BUT , im hungry already . =( hahas .





5 MORE DAYS !

Finally , boyfriend visited my blog yesterday without mie asking him to . And i also didnt ask him to visit my blog for SUCH A DONKEY YEARS anyway . =] Everytime he switched on his comp. , he either watched his favourite NBA , WHICH HE SET AS HIS HOME PAGE , check on xiaozhu's clothes online OR check movie's timing nia ~ i longed for him to view , but he never did till yesterday . As i was complaining about this matter to kaixin on last thursday or wednesday , he came to view it on sunday le . =] AS EXPECTED ! he asked mie why my blog didnt write anything about him de ? i've already think of what to sae back him le nor ~ i answered ,' you didnt even bother to read my blog , so write about you also not much use mahs .' HE DIDNT ANGRY AND DIDNT SAE BACK MIE ! AND THATS SO UNUSUAL OF HIM MAN ! hahas . okiie ~ next time shall blog more about him then . =]

Today had my maths paper two ! 2HRS 30MINS ! SAT THERE TILL MY BUTT PAIN MAN ! haiyeryer . it was still manageable as compared to mock paper , BUT i guess i'll still fail de . Anyway , after paper jiu went home , haD my lunch and then siesta . =] tml biology paper2 and 3 ! good luck people ! im going tuition on wednesday as i missed de tuition yesterday due to tiredness . hees . and im going back cotton on to change the colour of my shorts . i guess shuyi noes what im exchanging and saying bahs . HOR ? hahas .

BYEBYE !

oh ya , I WANNA WATCH '4BIA' AND 'THE DAYS' LEHHHHHHH !

I WENT TO VIEW QIUJU'S FRIENDSTER JUST NOW AND REALSIED SOME LONG-LONG AGO PHOTO WHICH I DUN HAF . SO INTEND TO POST IT UP FIRST . HAHAS . ENJOY !

NEXT , IM TOO SHAG AND TOO LAZY TO TYPE OUT WHAT HAPPENED TODAY . INTERESTED ? PROCEED TO SHUYI OR CHERYL 'S BLOG FOR MORE DETAILS . ALL I CAN SAE IS , ITS A WONDERFUL NIGHT WITH THE GIRLFRENS . ~! LAUGH AND JOKE ! SO NICE ~ PHOTOS WILL DO THE TALKING . BYE ~

CHERYL , and she really look like mie when im small . =]

AHTENG ! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAS !
THE GALS . ~!
STEAMBOAT GATHERING !
TUITION WITH KKX !

HAHAS . ! SNAP-SHOT
TWIST . !


BYE . !

and thanks plus sorry to cheryl's mummy for de trouble we caused at her house . =]

PICTURES FIRST . !~
dont our dress looks de same ? HAHAS
IN DE NEW BUS . =]
SHOT 2 . =]
SHOT 3 . =]
AHMUI CHOOSE HER SHORTS . =]
YOU ALL NOE WATS SHUYI DOING ? she is ..... HAHAS =]

QUAN YI FONG IN WHITE . =]
FLIM-ING . =]

MUA HA HA~! Today i sms-ed KONGSHUYI , ask her wanna go out shop shop walk walk ma ? as I'm feeling damn bored at h0me , so we meet 5pm. Going Orchard :) Meet her at bus 7 . Bus-ed down to cine. shop around there and then next was Hereen . Nothing to shop there , so we walk down to Wisma as shuyi wanted to buy present for her brother . Unfortunately , TOPSHOP was renovating. zZz ! Can't shop for present, so went to Food Republic to have our dinner. After dinner she suggested to go Marina since theres TOPSHOP over there . Train-ed down to Marina. As usual we sure have funs outside when we both are together de hor ? HAHAHA !At Marina finally bought the present! At topshop , my hands are damn itchy de ! I took a sunglasses , try it on , and don't noe why cant put back and i asked shuyi helped mie hold , then gong-gong de shuyi , really helped mie hold and i asked her help mie put back . SHUYI WAS STUCK TOO ! she also don't know how to put back so she just put nicely on the counter and then after payment for her brother's present , we ran off ! =p Went to kiap soft toy , As i told shuyi i went to kiap de sitch within one shot , she wanna try luck too . HAHAS . but TOO BAD ! got nothing and she dun wanna waste money le .! Walking merry go round inside Marina. So decided to go Suntec City . Done lots of window shopping there. Saw lots of nice nice pretty pretty clothing at FOX . and then Cotton On . In de end i bought a shorts at Cotton On. Hesitating for my shorts colour for so long . hahas. Next we went to arcade to play some ball shooting . Don't know how to describe. hahas. After the game , i decided to take 1 ball home . =] and shuyi followed ! hahas . its damn bad , i know . =] HAHAHA! Lastly , we sat at Rockery to have a drink and then 9 plus bus-ed h0me. On the way is just so funny. We machiam like mountain turtle, never board before a brand new bus. HAHAS! STUPID~ =p Alight at her house bus-stop , shuyi accompanied mie to wait for my bus 197. Finally the bus came and 10pm h0me sweet h0me .

do you people realised something about my post ?

HAHAS . !

i copy paste directly from shuyi's post as IM TOO LAZY TO TYPE . !

BUT i've edited here and there .

YEAH !

good nights , people . =]

Things didnt go as plan yesterday !

As said , i met up with LEEPEKLIAN outside school and went in together . =] Had my biology class and mrs raj dragged till 11 plus and made poor KUAKAIXIN to wait outside alone for mie . Paisei huh ~ Its not my fault . Then we bused down to sing-post , being confused if wanna eat mac or kfc cause suddenly got craving for both . In de end chose KFC . =] kaixin's mood dun seems good today ~ and she decided not to go tuition . And so , i came home and she went to find desmond . OHHHH ~ IM GONNA WASTE MY ANOTHER HOLIDAY ROTTING AT HOME AS I CAN FIND NO ONE TO GO OUT . ! damn . Please make mie made FULL use of my holidays from tml onwards hao mahs ? =(


how i wish you dun have to go army .

OHHHHHH ~! ITS 12.45 NOW AND IM SO BORED , IM STILL NOT TIRED AND COULDNT GET TO SLEEP ! NOBODY IS ONLINE OTHER THAN KAIXIN BUT SHE IS AWAY =( ARGH ! KILL MIE !!!! WHOLE DAY HAD BEEN ROTTING AT HOME . YAWN ! DIDNT DID ANYTHING TODAY OTHER THAN EAT AND SLACK . ~ WASTED 1 DAY OF MY HOLIDAY SO MEANINGLESS-LY DE . DAMN !

TML I'LL GET A LIFE . OR SHOULD I SAE TODAY AS IT HAS PAST 12 ?! ANYWAY , IM GOING MEET AHPEG FOR BIOLOGY CLASS AT 9.30AM TILL 11AM . AND KAIXIN WILL BE COMING SCHOOL TO MEET MIE AND WE'LL PROCEED TO SING-POST FOR MY FAVOURITE MCSPICY AT MACDONALD ! *DRIPS* HAVING TUITION TML AT UNCLE SAM'S HOUSE AND PRAY HARD THAT TML'S TIME WILL FLY BAHS AS I LOVES DE JOURNEY BACK HOME . ALTHOUGH ITS FAR AND LONG , BUT I ENJOY DE CHATS WITH KAIXIN ON BOARD , AS WELL AS DE SONGS PLAYED THROUGH MY HANDPHONE TOGETHER VIEWING DE SCENERY . =] I ENJOY LONG JOURNEY ON BUS ! *YEAH*
THE THOUGHT OF STUDYING FROM MORNING TILL EVENING , IT REALLI KILLS MIE . MOTIVATE MIE , PEOPLE . CAUSE ITS TIME TO PULL UP MY SOCKS .

old chang kee is LOVED . !